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The Things You Worry About (148)

1 Name: watashi !XcKI6yCC62 : 2012-09-10 07:34 ID:9ChKvI/f [Del]

I tried searching for it, but it appears we don't have a thread where people can post their fears and worries.
It's proven that even just writing down your worries can help relieve some stress over that worry, so...

What are you afraid of? What are you worried about, be in today, over your lifetime, or otherwise?

2 Name: Yuki !IDbWE2y00E : 2012-09-11 12:14 ID:qxYMMvFo [Del]

I'm afraid of being alone.

3 Name: dxb!!1iXgfdW/ : 2012-09-11 15:17 ID:HI9/cGWz [Del]

I'm afraid of being a burden to the people around me.

4 Name: Celestial !lN5fEL5c6w : 2012-09-11 16:31 ID:HUxwcWGz [Del]

I'm afraid of making great accomplishments and having noone there to see (it's happened more than once on occasion)

5 Name: Alara : 2012-09-11 16:31 ID:D9EsoQbA [Del]

I'm afraid of the future, i dont know what to do

6 Name: Jywy !fbLUmhdNA2 : 2012-09-11 16:40 ID:kw40zijz [Del]

Needles... puppets (some of them)...Sci Fi movies or shows or books that I am not prepared to see... *shudders*

7 Name: Sid : 2012-09-11 17:00 ID:bDwMpw1z [Del]

I'm worried about how my future will turn out, since I took a semester off due to practically failing all my classes. Just hope I will transfer to another college easily after redoing all of those classes.

8 Name: Em !1PZuOSuEBg : 2012-09-11 17:06 ID:BxlHLyYT [Del]

Dolls really creep me out. I worry that they're going to start walking and talking and trying to kill me. D:

I was a child that played with building blocks and bugs. Every doll I recieved, ended up as a sacrafice to the neighborhood boys. Even Barbies sometimes give me the creeps, but the the porcelin ones are the worst. >_<

9 Name: Elunore!HIwambGeWE : 2012-09-11 17:31 ID:WwFCTJ7m [Del]

>>8 I had to keep a number of porcelain dolls in my room on display all the time to please my mommom. They terrified me to no end, so I mostly slept downstairs on my couch.

I was finally able to get rid of them last year by putting them in my dad's office.

10 Name: Em !1PZuOSuEBg : 2012-09-11 18:12 ID:BxlHLyYT [Del]

>>9 Oh my gosh, that sounds awful. TT_TT

11 Name: Yuki : 2012-09-12 01:53 ID:qxYMMvFo [Del]

>>3 that for me as well.

12 Name: Marmol : 2012-09-12 05:45 ID:VkCEVhrh [Del]

I want to help people but I'm terrified of the responsibility of helping. If someone shares their depression with me I become responsible for that problem and that person. There is a person I want to help so much but I can't confront her beacouse of my selfish fear of failing

13 Name: FlareBlade : 2012-09-12 08:19 ID:zMnnldAu [Del]

Society worries me because I'm not sure how I view interaction yet, due to getting caught in a cycle of, "I don't care what these people actually think about me" to, "What's the point of me socializing with people if I don't care?"

14 Name: ThanielWolf : 2012-09-12 11:22 ID:NHlcysOm [Del]

I'm just worried. I mean I'm different from what society classes as the norm and I leave for university soon and I'm just not sure how it's going to go down.

15 Name: Zeckarias !kjn0nYOOPw : 2012-09-12 17:57 ID:ZToapPvW [Del]

bump

16 Name: Loliprincess : 2012-09-12 18:42 ID:fRET7LXh [Del]

I'm afraid I'll end up becoming what my mom is today. What she's been becoming these past 6 years.

17 Name: Swift : 2012-09-12 22:27 ID:SA+xkg2U [Del]

>>3>>2 These. Also, does Key2Dawn mean anything to you?

Also, I hate Water. I have a fear of drowning. I can swim, but I just hate the water. Also, I have a Slenderman Paranoia. I know, he's a legend. Still freaks me out.

18 Name: Kazuma !GCYh5GqLVY : 2012-09-13 00:43 ID:BPvzPM57 [Del]

I'm afraid that if I keep holding back and not being myself then I'll go crazy. I can feel it happening, but i don't have the heart to make it more difficult for my family than it really needs to be. I'm scared that at some point I'll either go crazy as I feel has been happening or that I will be completely absorbed in this identity that I've been assuming and that the "real" me will no longer exist.

19 Name: Shizuka : 2012-09-13 04:38 ID:hH6OQapa [Del]

It's sounds so cliché but I'm afraid of getting bad grades. (High school student here) and I'm very scared of disappointing people. Also I'm afraid of bees.

20 Name: Yuki : 2012-09-13 13:09 ID:qxYMMvFo [Del]

>>17 nope, but I just looked it up and saw what you meant.

21 Name: BH2 !0jVt1ao7Gw : 2012-09-13 14:57 ID:59YX1Lxl [Del]

>>19 I know what you mean I felt like that in highschool too. Now that I'm in my first year-month of college im even more worried about my grades and what people think. And who isn't scared of bees there flying stinging machines!

22 Name: Lanikai Wishes : 2012-09-13 23:53 ID:4WyKFf5e [Del]

I'm afraid of the rock of my life and everything I know and worked for being a lie, I'm afraid of my closest friends turning their backs on me and leaving me alone like others've done in the past.
I'm afraid of when I die that nothing happens and everything i meaningless. I'm afraid of letting down the people that need me and I'm afraid of possibly being not as strong as others around me see me as.

23 Name: Helel !9FPas2ywgY : 2012-09-14 02:24 ID:uXFqYN4R [Del]

I don't want to fail and to be seen as a low class kind of person.

24 Name: Esnohfla : 2012-09-14 04:38 ID:yYJptq35 [Del]

My worst fear is that I'll be a failure. That I would not pass the expectations of my parents and other relatives. Now that I'm in college, well, I'm really having a hard time. For now, I need to believe in myself that I will be able to surpass trials, and that I will erase these doubts I have for myself. I always pray for strength. Whenever I want to break down and cry, I always pray for strength...

25 Name: Chloe : 2012-09-14 08:57 ID:ixUjRgG4 [Del]

I'm worried about my future. I just graduated from university and found a job in the bank mouth ago. All the things are new to me and i don't know whether i can handle all of them and don't know whether i can get along well with my workmates. The new surrounding is a challenge to me.

26 Name: Tim : 2012-09-14 09:30 ID:QLw/gd0w [Del]

That I'll simply fade out from the world without having made any impression on anyone. To be forgotten, just another blink of an eye. After all, if no one remembers you, were you ever really alive?

27 Name: BH2 !0jVt1ao7Gw : 2012-09-14 11:42 ID:+Q7xw2Wc [Del]

>>24 I just got into college too. which one do you go to? I go to UIC- IN CHICAGO,IL.

28 Name: CeltysCat : 2012-09-14 18:36 ID:qK4TwopL [Del]

That life will go by too fast in ways that I dont plan it too.You know,like life will just fly by me,and in the end I wont be satisfied with my life because I didnt do THAT and did do THIS and all I can see is my in the future unhappy eith who Im with adn the people Im around and my job and my whole life like things just wont be okay for me and Ill just be unhapy like my Mom is.

29 Name: Luciferus Hellsing : 2012-09-14 19:28 ID:xOJo55vH [Del]

I worry about my hands or arms becoming damaged. If that happened, I might not be able to play guitar anymore :-( At least I need not worry about fading into non existance by being forgotten. Everyone shall always remember "that crazy, long haired, leather jacket wearing guy".

30 Name: watashi !XcKI6yCC62 : 2012-09-16 08:40 ID:9ChKvI/f [Del]

I worry that the people I care about will die, and I can't do anything to help them or even to ease their passing.

31 Name: Em !1PZuOSuEBg : 2012-09-16 09:58 ID:BxlHLyYT [Del]

>>29 I know those feels. :/ I'm always super worried I'm going to break my hands and not be able to play guitar, or break my legs and not be able to dance.

I've never had any serious injuries before, so I have the mindset that something is bound to happen someday. >.>

32 Name: TheSilentOne !!P4y2zy79 : 2012-09-16 12:19 ID:/QoGBcAa [Del]

I'm worried about graduation.

33 Name: Feral!/AFattYDZQ : 2012-09-16 12:43 ID:jYge/9FC [Del]

I'm worried that this gash in my left hand is actually worse than I think it is...

34 Name: ShotaroKaneda : 2012-09-16 20:28 ID:2Ig0mgCo [Del]

I'm worried about how my life will turn out. The person that I am pisses me off and I'm not able to become the person that I want to be, partly because my parents are very restricting, and partly because I'm a painfully awkward person. I have few friends, none of them particularly close, and I'm too scared of being rejected to actually attempt to get close to any of them. Someone that I once respected has turned into a complete dick, and he's becoming worse every day. I'm a very fantastical person, and I'm starting to wonder if I should just abandon all my hopes and dreams and finally come to terms with this pathetic reality. Middle school has passed and I've achieved absolutely nothing and I now have 2 years to get my life back on track, which are probably 2 years to devote mostly to studying, and when high school ends, I am convinced that life will get even lonelier. My grades aren't that good, and my parents will be pissed when I get my next report.

Okay, I feel a little better now.

35 Name: kokitachi : 2012-09-17 07:26 ID:wfHmLv89 [Del]

I'm afraid that my parents will give up on me. I'm afraid that my older siblings won't love me. I'm afraid that no matter what bonds I make, they'll always break. I'm afraid that if I do something wrong, the disappointment will last longer than I could handle. I'm afraid that I won't ever be the kind of person I want to be. I'm afraid that I'll give too much of myself again and not get back half of what I need. I'm afraid that I'll lose sight of the things that really matter and no one will come to help me because I don't want to bother them and their lives with my problems to ask for any. I'm afraid that I'll always be alone and not even have a friend in the end. I'm afraid of going outside and being so afraid of what might happen that I just go back in because I think if I'm careless and less paranoid, something very bad will happen to me. I'm afraid that my opinions mean nothing.

36 Name: Levy : 2012-09-18 09:06 ID:CpYEg1Jg [Del]

I'm worried that I'll lose my sight before I'm old enough to start university.
I'm worried that people won't ever come to see my scars in a different light.
I'm worried that I'm too different to be here.

37 Name: Going Anon just cos : 2012-09-18 10:48 ID:9k/z1qCi [Del]

I'm worried i won't get the perfect grades my parents want me to.
I'm afraid that I'll lose the rest of my friends over bullshit.
I'm afraid that the guy i love will never aknowladge me.

38 Name: Yuki : 2012-09-18 11:32 ID:grCBXJ4X [Del]

I'm sacred of pedofiles because you know...they're pedofiles.

39 Name: Windborne !SOtqYouajk : 2012-09-18 11:43 ID:dxqBCjse [Del]

I worry about going insane one day. Not finding my special someone. My grades.
Essentailly I worry about lots of things, but I try not to think about it too much, because it does me no good.

40 Name: Izanami176 : 2012-09-18 18:33 ID:fXq5goKg [Del]

I'm worried about not fitting in with people who have a different way of life... especially because I'm from the other side of the globe

41 Name: Rio : 2012-09-18 19:00 ID:CDzKM7WP [Del]

I'm 12 and i have no idea what I want to do when I grow up and all my other friends do so I mostly worry about not being able to find a good carrer

42 Name: ShiKu : 2012-09-18 19:23 ID:lYU0/emv [Del]

I am very insular in my social relations, I do not make friends easily nor can I communicate with people well. I am worried that this will affect my search for employment and eventually finding a romantic partner. I am 19 and I admit that I do sound kind of pathetic, but I have always been like this and it has caused me to become quite depressed in recent years.

43 Name: the god of sin Chaos : 2012-09-19 08:51 ID:UZIssIW1 [Del]

im afraid that there is a darkness inside me

44 Name: lucysister : 2012-09-19 11:41 ID:1g8iCKH6 [Del]

i don't like talking to people at all and i don't like being around peaple ether they tell me to shut up, go away or they totally destroy a perfectly good day by telling me to stop smiling.

45 Name: ShiKu !E7th54kZFw : 2012-09-19 19:16 ID:h5gZXJY3 [Del]

>>44 Same here, its led me to be a very anxious person in social situations. I automatically think that the person I am talking to won't accept me for me and just abuse the fact that I'm open with them, thus annoying them and making me feel like I'm not wanted around.

46 Name: kadaber : 2012-09-19 22:07 ID:c5FHcKZ+ [Del]

me da miedo la mente de las personas

47 Name: Yamie !I35nGTC/bg : 2012-09-20 00:08 ID:g1hVj1wp [Del]

I'm worried about finding a friend.

48 Name: suffen : 2012-09-20 00:24 ID:eg16rSPq [Del]

i fear my teacher that always yells at you if you forgot a piece of notebook paper

49 Name: Terra !97VVtImbHM : 2012-09-20 02:48 ID:KSy1DEEW [Del]

I'm worried that I'm not really caring about life as much as I used to.

50 Name: iono : 2012-09-20 10:19 ID:YorQaVBk [Del]

I'm worried about going to college in Cleveland when it's a few states away. and im worried i wont know what to do once im finally dating my girlfriend in person.

51 Name: dxb!!1iXgfdW/ : 2012-09-20 18:47 ID:HI9/cGWz [Del]

I'm worried about failing life and letting everyone down who gave up so much to try and make sure I wouldn't.

52 Name: Lyn : 2012-09-20 21:06 ID:GYqsamfz [Del]

I'm afraid of another friend dying, or that I can't protect them like I want to.

53 Name: Pycho Lin : 2012-09-20 22:42 ID:z47VkjAr [Del]

I'm worried about Not fitting in, or belonging anywhere. I'm worried that I make things harder for others, and Things would be better with me gone. I'm also worried that I wont play an awesome rold in the oncoming zombie apocalypse.

54 Name: Gatzu !DFqtqWsVYk : 2012-09-20 22:48 ID:Ex8PnwXA [Del]

I'm worried about being forgotten, like one day it was as if I had never even existed.

55 Name: Pycho Lin : 2012-09-20 22:51 ID:FHeDcNsQ [Del]

I'm worried about Not fitting in, or belonging anywhere. I'm worried that I make things harder for others, and Things would be better with me gone. I'm also worried that I wont play an awesome rold in the oncoming zombie apocalypse.

56 Name: Kezko : 2012-09-21 10:42 ID:tXKayjli [Del]

I'm worried about being there.
When I'm there, I feel as though I pry. When someone starts to cry, my comfort is more of a burden than a comfort. My existence is null and shouldn't be considered. If I am overlooked initially, why make myself known? Perhaps I should just leave for good...

57 Name: Equinox : 2012-09-21 23:58 ID:PREcfzdx [Del]

hmmm, i'm worried about.. well, I don't really worry about myself cause I'm set to not having a miserable life. I want to be happy... but I guess that happiness will also rely on the happiness of the people around me so I worry about them.. I want them to pursue the things they're passionate about and I just really hate it when they tell me that they are being forced otherwise... I worry that they let themselves be controlled by guilt and other matters.

58 Name: Gatzu !DFqtqWsVYk : 2012-09-22 00:15 ID:sjwhSG2W [Del]

I'm worried about not being there when someone needs me. Not being there for my suicidal best friend because he moved. Not being there when I could have made a difference. Also, if I'm there, not doing anything. Being stupid enough to just watch, or not interfere.

59 Name: One- king : 2012-09-22 13:05 ID:WvJHfPHQ [Del]

I fear of being a complete failure and not becoming any thing important. Not being able to protect those I care about or seeing some i care about die and i could have dont something about it. I wont be a good father or husband I will be just nothing

60 Name: Hitomi Tsukimi !pouHfNIzKo : 2012-09-22 22:16 ID:1qZCnCtQ [Del]

I'm worried about ever accidentally getting my boyfriend mad at me, the thought just makes sad TT_TT

61 Name: Lilac Red : 2012-09-23 02:33 ID:CmMMvYy9 [Del]

I'm afraid of not being able to help my friends, to just stand there and watch them get hurt or hurt themselves...

62 Name: TadpoleCrusader : 2012-09-23 03:54 ID:ss/Y9QOW [Del]

Spiders mainly (seriously)
But also failing at whatever I try at, or hurting people without noticing. I also always worry what people think of me, even though I'm always supported by my friends and family. But mostly that my life will be boring and mundane, even though I am so afraid to go outside my comfort zone

63 Name: Whisper : 2012-09-23 04:10 ID:rIL/pSwu [Del]

I worry/stress over my mood disorders. It went untreated for so long that it made a huge impact in my life. I often wonder if I have a chance for a future, or if it will continue to hold me back.

64 Name: Maru-Kai !FzZsxghPjA : 2012-09-23 12:46 ID:v8JPouQ0 [Del]

I worry that my parents will see my math grade.

65 Name: Raziel : 2012-09-23 13:12 ID:H9J/WRzf [Del]

I worry about my grades a ton. I really want to get into a good college (and also partially because my mom flips out if I make a C or F) I also worry that my life has no meaning, or that even if I make it to the world outside my town and home, I won't be able to accomplish what I want to do. I worry a bunch about how I act, because I don't want to hurt anyone with my bluntness and my frustrated rage. I have a quick temper once my patience runs out, and i only have a few close friends that i really dont want to lose. I worry about the future the most, though. Like, what if I die tomorrow? Will everything have been pointless? Or if I'm suddenly left alone because of a freak accident? What will I do? I wear a mask every day of someone who is almost always happy and cheerful, and it's frankly quite tiring. I worry what will happen if my mask suddenly breaks. Will I be able to go on as always?

66 Name: LF : 2012-09-24 19:28 ID:F96r9bks [Del]

I worry about losing my friendships.
I'm afraid of not being able to befriend anyone in college.
I'm afraid of being a failure.
I'm afraid of not being able to be a good teacher.
I worry about my health, I'm underweight and cannot bring myself to have a healthy diet.
I worry about my obsession on grades, my worst grade ever has been an 80%.
I'm scared of not being able to handle two colleges at the same time.
I'm afraid of never being able to travel anywhere.
I'm scared of having a boring life.
I'm afraid of never being able to come out of the closet and be unhappy and lonely for the rest of my life because of it.

67 Name: Nokiadevil !qDfG9Gl47M : 2012-09-25 00:47 ID:NpvGYxdk [Del]

I'm afraid of bee's, and I'm afraid that if I try to get into something I'll just give up halfway and waste other peoples time so I give up before I even try.

68 Name: anubis!AnUBiS6/LQ : 2012-09-25 18:15 ID:sSHY4vMl [Del]

I'm afraid that none of this will ever matter.

69 Name: Toxical : 2012-09-25 18:44 ID:58TSNo8F [Del]

I'm afraid of not fitting in.
I'm afraid of not loving enought.
I'm afraid that my life might be pointless.
I'm afraid that I will never find a goal.
I'm afraid that if I find my goal I won't be able to follow it.
I'm afraid that I might not have strenght enought.
I'm afraid of being normal.
I'm afraid of not making the world a better place...
I'm so afraid... of.. living...

70 Name: Koishi : 2012-09-26 11:56 ID:cj9ZYe4c [Del]

I'm so afraid of not accomplishing everything that I want to do in life, and that I won't amount to anything. I'm so worried that I wont make a living for myself and it scares me more than it should.

71 Name: Iatchi Ioka : 2012-09-26 13:05 ID:/GZVd2Go [Del]

I'm afraid...That know one will love me and will die alone...

72 Name: Ro : 2012-09-26 20:45 ID:f23A30rN [Del]

I am afraid of not finding someone to be loved by, and to love.
I am afraid that I don't know what I want.
I am afraid that I am a failure/will fail at everything I want to do.
I am afraid that I will fall into a pit of depression, which I feel I'm slowly falling into.....
And last, I, like Toxical, am afraid of living.... :( (so well put Toxical)

73 Name: Imory : 2012-09-29 20:25 ID:QaNGrlm0 [Del]

I'm afraid that in order to become the writer I know I can and must be, I'll end up isolating myself and being all alone.

74 Name: Ei : 2012-09-29 22:12 ID:weqnSNJw [Del]

I'm afraid everyone secretly hates me behind my back.
I'm afraid to trust people.
I'm afraid to surrender control.
I'm afraid of losing love to codependence again.
I'm afraid of my obsessive tendencies and my family history of OCD.
I'm afraid of my family's history of divorce for the past two generations on both sides, and that I won't be able to hold my family together when I decide to have one.
I'm afraid of my ADHD progressing to the point where I become as unreliable as my dad is.
I'm afraid of failure.
I'm afraid of being wrong.
I'm afraid I'll never accomplish anything in my life, because I know I'll never be satisfied if I don't change the world somehow.
I'm afraid to tell my best friend that I've been in love with her from the moment she let me into her life.
I'm afraid that I'll fall so deeply into my ability to display any personality type that I'll forget who I am.
I'm afraid that I've already forgotten.
I'm afraid.

75 Name: Ei : 2012-09-29 22:35 ID:weqnSNJw [Del]

I'm afraid my clumsiness and lack of control over my own strength will cause me to accidentally hurt people.
I'm afraid of burdening others.
I'm afraid of bugs. No, I'm not kidding. I HATE them. So much so that I'll go out of my way to kill them, even if it freaks me out.
I'm afraid that one day I'll snap and do something unforgiveable.
I'm afraid I'll hurt the feelings of those close to me.
I'm afraid I won't be accepted.
I'm afraid I'll never find someone who truly understands all the thoughts in my head.
I'm afraid that I'll never find a girl who will love me for me.
I'm afraid of accidentally intimidating others with my intellect.
I'm afraid of my obliviousness to things I should notice.
I'm afraid of being physically weak. I take karate classes and I carry a knife, a pair of nunchaku, and a pair of sai with me just about everywhere.
I'm afraid to stand up for my faith and beliefs because so many people are always bashing Christians for being pushy and hypocritical.
I'm afraid of my own imagination.
I'm afraid I will truly lose my mind. I talk to myself just to maintain my sanity sometimes.

76 Name: BlackStar !El1EdVQldQ : 2012-09-29 23:56 ID:jQHjXiKO [Del]

I'm afraid that I will not be able to protect the girl i love
I'm afraid the girl i love will be taken advantage of
And I'm afraid the girl i love will make a mistake that could ruin her future.

77 Name: Whisper : 2012-09-30 01:32 ID:rIL/pSwu [Del]

I'm afraid of thunder. I'm afraid of going back to the days I was alone during a storm. I'm afraid of the booming voices when people are fighting. I'm afraid of conflict. I'm afraid of rejection. I'm afraid of people. I'm afraid of being alone. I'm afraid that I don't know which fear is worse. I'm afraid people will see me as too broken to be with. I'm afraid I will never be fixed. I'm afraid that before I can use my experiences to help others like me, I will give up on myself.

78 Name: dxb!!1iXgfdW/ : 2012-09-30 01:34 ID:HI9/cGWz [Del]

Most of >>75 minus the karate classes, carrying weapons, being Christian and going out of my way to kill bugs.

79 Name: watashi !XcKI6yCC62 : 2012-10-01 03:39 ID:9ChKvI/f [Del]

Getting bad grades

80 Name: 0013Starri : 2012-10-01 08:53 ID:rETxtl5R [Del]

Being alone, no more art, no more music. The usual things I would go insane without~

81 Name: Riipple : 2012-10-01 08:53 ID:xYRqmymI [Del]

>>79 took the words right out of my mouth

82 Name: sc13an : 2012-10-01 11:56 ID:Hp2xczpi [Del]

my worries come true everyday my mother was dignosed with cancer back when i was 5 scared the crap out me (im a christain so me and my family preyed every sec we could) doctors went to do the surgery and said it was gone,
the other year my sister had appendicitis,
and this year turn out my dad has foot cancer
so my main problem is my family not scared of anything else

83 Name: Ryoutachii : 2012-10-18 15:56 ID:HLyQxM8L [Del]

The thing I'm the most afraid off is losing all, and being all alone again.

84 Name: Cookie : 2012-10-18 16:39 ID:TtGC1MCO [Del]

I worry about not doing anything with my life the most.

85 Name: ShotaroKaneda !radhZ7oYHc : 2012-10-18 17:41 ID:2Ig0mgCo [Del]

I have a test last period and I completely forgot study. I now have 3 hours to revise 3 weeks worth of work. I am so screwed.

86 Name: ShotaroKaneda !radhZ7oYHc : 2012-10-18 17:42 ID:2Ig0mgCo [Del]

>>85 ^to study.

87 Name: Raida : 2012-10-18 20:40 ID:YRDE8/b4 [Del]

I'm afraid of letting people know what's in my head, but at the same time there's nothing I want more than someone to share this thoughts with.
And that worries me.

88 Name: hardcore : 2012-10-20 15:53 ID:WVig/3TV [Del]

>>87 same here. I try to let people in, but they give me dirty looks when I do.
Also,I can't walk, and I'm scared to. When I get mad, my body reacts strongly to that emotion. I'm scared I'll lose control and hurt people.

89 Name: Dragonaut : 2012-10-20 17:46 ID:KMRCNR9i [Del]

I'm afraid of my own emotions.
I'm afraid of expressing them because Nobody express them towards me.I am afraid of losing people I care deeply about,Yet there's not much to do if you don't know what to say to them when they hurting and all..I'm just afraid of everyone's trust in me,I always feel pressured and it's like I'll always will let them down no matter what.I'm just afraid of these emotions all together..I wanna throw them away and float in a dark emotionless Ocean..I just wanna drown in my own misery.not like nyone else cares anyway..:/

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91 Name: Shizuku : 2012-10-20 18:17 ID:bOWjup+y [Del]

i'm worried about people not understanding me,it seems many of the people i know missundersand what i say or even a gesture more and more

92 Post deleted by user.

93 Name: Arjei : 2012-10-20 20:17 ID:Yg14y91o [Del]

I'm scared about starting college. I've had major anxiety attacks during high school because of bullying and humiliation and I'm afraid that if I go to college I'll relapse.

I'm scared of being "imperfect". No matter what I do, I have to do it right. If I fail, if I don't reach my expectations, then I feel horribly and I feel like I failed. Worse than failed. Defective I suppose is a better term.

I'm afraid to accept love. Maybe I'm scared of even loving myself, because I'm always trying really hard to be "perfect".




94 Name: UnstableStar014 : 2012-10-21 12:23 ID:grajbYfL [Del]

worrying about entering university with a new major for the third time..

will I be able to finish studying? hopefully..

95 Name: D. MacBane : 2012-10-22 01:15 ID:AuB18spa [Del]

I'm afraid of failing, failing myself and failing the ones I care for. I also fear appearing foolish.

96 Name: Leihara : 2012-10-22 14:16 ID:oXj2Ky2N [Del]

i worry about what people think of me even online. about if i act like me will i be accepted or do i have to act like what is beyond me: i.e. being social posting things and not worrying.

i worry about whether or not ill ever get a job to help pay for the things i need

whether the guy who wants to be with me will stay with me. I'm afraid he will find someone closer to his home or better and that me + him = a memory instead of a reality.

im afraid i won't finish up my credits this year and ill have to get a GED instead of a diploma. i don't wanna have to come back to this school just to finish i just want to be done and go on to college.

im worried because I'm insecure about my relationships
im also afraid of the dark.

97 Name: Xero : 2012-10-22 15:54 ID:xfOplzUh [Del]

I worry that she will hate. I worry that I will never find another, because I don't even know how to meet new people, I do nothing, no work, no school, and I live in my friends attic.... I have no prospects and I am afraid no job will hire me to change that.

98 Name: Eto : 2012-10-22 20:56 ID:zRpkANg2 [Del]

I worry about not making any friends, more like just social interactions actually..
I have trouble even buying food or something because I need to talk to the person taking the order etc.. Increasingly, I'm even starting to feel really scared talking online... Even if it's anonymously...

I can't even think of something like this when I'm asked.. Like when someone asks me something like "what kind of movies do you like" or ask about the food I like I suddenly lose all my memories and can't think of a single movie/food I've watched/eaten..

99 Name: Tim : 2012-10-23 19:42 ID:mmTEHEvj [Del]

I worry about looking back on my childhood, looking at all the free time I had, and the fact that I didn't have to worry about mortgage or rent, groceries or a job, and realize I did nothing. I don't want to be useles

100 Name: King Dude !zXqFpoplY6 : 2012-10-23 22:21 ID:v3MRZRtB [Del]

I worry that someone I'm trying to help will never let me help. But I don't like to give up on things, so every time I say and think I give up I find myself trying again.

101 Name: Aidens : 2012-10-24 09:14 ID:tO4O8J9N [Del]

I'm worried about my dreams and high hopes crashing down. Some of them have already broken, but others have yet to crack. Part of me hates the fact that they will never come true. Another part of me already knew. So I'm constantly in a battle with myself on wether or not to continue or to just give it up.... and that's what worries me the most....I'm losing a battle I can't even see

102 Name: Leihara : 2012-10-24 09:37 ID:oXj2Ky2N [Del]

Im afraid of being left alone i can't even go to the grocery store by myself
im afraid of people or talking to people face to face unless i really like them. i have even gone so far as learning sign language so i don't have to say anything. or i start acting like either flutter shy when she first meets twilight sparkle or if i get angry and I'm scared ill start growling like a dog/wolf or whining if I'm scared.

im afraid that ill turn into someone who likes feeling pain or someone who turns to bingeing because it feels better than feeling absolutely nothing

103 Name: Xero : 2012-10-24 14:44 ID:xfOplzUh [Del]

I have Mephobia V_V

104 Name: skullhatchet : 2012-10-25 00:08 ID:KMRCNR9i [Del]

I'm afraid that people I care about will leave me..and i know how thats reality and all :/ but I guess i dont care anymore..

105 Name: Khaos/David/Fang : 2012-10-25 09:14 ID:UZIssIW1 [Del]

who i am who i could be who i am gonna be
khaos-a rebel who fights with no goal but crush his opponent
david-a warrior who loves the thrill of a truly epic battle
fang-a lone wolf who wishes to take its prey down piece by piece

106 Name: ¤RiiT@¤ : 2012-10-25 13:51 ID:vEmw+YZL [Del]

More time passes, the more I realize that life are flimsy

I lived my childhood there in Africa,i didn't see my family for very long time and my mother too .There are three people to whom I owe all: my great-grand mother, my grandmother and my mother ^ ^
These holidays I went to Gabon with my mother to see my family and I was very happy to see them. The BEST HOLIDAYS.

What scares me is that I realize that if my great grandmother is gone, I would be totally devastated.
Because it's her and my grandmother who raised me. I have many memories in my village with my great grandmother and if I go there and she is no longer there, I would be destroyed;
When I think I have a lack and i'm scared.
I dont want to see her go.
It's the life i know but i don't want to feel that anymore .
So i'm afraid because of that

107 Name: Ryuu_Knight : 2012-10-25 13:53 ID:mKFn2BcI [Del]

I always worry that i won't find someone that likes be back.

108 Name: Tsuki : 2012-10-26 05:51 ID:Y86eYqcO [Del]

Sometimes I worry that I'll get old and ugly.

But then I remember that it'll NEVER HAPPEN and then I feel better and regain my sense of superiority over the ugly and stupid people.

109 Name: Khaos : 2012-10-26 09:23 ID:UZIssIW1 [Del]

not fighting strong rivals and enemys

110 Name: Misuto!M4ZBq07Cs. : 2012-10-26 12:38 ID:gc5anM9c [Del]

>>108 implying you aren't already old and ugly

111 Name: Equinox00 : 2012-10-26 12:46 ID:S47tbmUg [Del]

>>108 Sometimes i feel like that too. But then i remember that I'm an anime character and 2D people are immortal.

112 Name: Anonymous : 2012-11-23 10:21 ID:tPCVwLWn [Del]

bump

113 Name: DN !MDoZmU9.I. : 2012-11-23 12:02 ID:qyS29CDl [Del]

I worry about people I like. But apparently that's "smothering." Oh yes. This is bitterness.

114 Name: Magnolia!2ipznOcc5g : 2012-11-23 12:43 ID:81ksdv9n [Del]

When I was a kid until 16, every nightmare I had was me trying to protect someone and being helpless to do so, but going through Hell and high water to do so. But when I turned sixteen, my nightmares suddenly changed... I was..making decisions I guess? Fear invaded my dreams somehow. An example would be when my little sister and I were sliding off this plateau that was hundreds of feet high. We both caught hold of something, but her hand slipped and she fell off.
I didn't jump after her... I just watched her body fall to the trees below. I
From then on that's how all my nightmares have been like until everything reversed and it was no longer my family and myself in danger, it was only just me and they were helpless to help me. And I always died brutal deaths in these dreams. The most vivid dream I had was having my head bashed in by a deranged woman.
I'm starting to think that my biggest fear in life is fear itself.

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116 Name: Hitomi Tsukimi !pouHfNIzKo : 2012-11-24 08:13 ID:W0oBC5aT [Del]

I'm worried about my boyfriend when he later goes into the Airforce after his 8 month bootcamp after highschool. I don't know what field he's going into the Airforce since he doesn't know yet, I just hope that he'll be ok. v.v,

117 Name: : 2012-11-24 08:28 ID:OKNMUf0s [Del]

What to do after I graduate. I'm in my last semester of college, and still have no idea. Post-grad studies? Which one? Work? What work? Sometimes I just want to chicken out on being an adult...
*sigh*
:(((

118 Name: Hikarinyx : 2012-11-24 09:23 ID:/gZBuZZ0 [Del]

I'm really worried what will come after life. I haven't graduated High School yet but I'm always afraid of what will happen after I die..some say its natural but..its really scary..

119 Name: Seikyo : 2012-11-24 10:02 ID:kb77OKl8 [Del]

I think my life is boring and I'm worried that won't change at all...

120 Name: Félicia : 2012-11-24 11:57 ID:D+meDeYQ [Del]

>>18 I understand what you mean, i'm afraid of not been recognized as i am but as a person i am not... I'd like just... only one, please someone recognize me... as the "me" i really am...!

121 Name: Lucifer : 2012-11-24 13:18 ID:p1t9eCJ0 [Del]

For me, I am concerned about those who have not had the pleasure of attending school, living under a stable roof, or even having a proper meal for the day -- not to mention three of those. What I am afraid of is ignorance. It's scary to not know something or someone as well as you should. (Ex: Many people living in Vietnam believe Ho Chi Minh is an honorable man, but from his actions that reflect negatively on Vietnam, I desperately beg to differ.)

122 Name: Félicia : 2012-11-24 13:29 ID:D+meDeYQ [Del]

>>111 Who are you?
And well i'm also worried about wake up and get up at morning is getting to be more and more difficult each day...

123 Name: siximpossiblethings : 2012-11-24 22:29 ID:tgG/KXFB [Del]

I'm scared of being buried alive. I think some scary stories I head as a child contributed to this. Even when I put my head under the blanket to get warmer I wake up gasping for air. I get so scared that I start shaking. I guess it's not the most horrible thing to be scared of.... But it still freaks me out.

124 Name: Nanoko : 2012-12-28 22:15 ID:bdVWm1dB [Del]

Im afraid of failure. Im afraid everyone hates me and talks about me behind my back. Im afraid of life and where I was. Im afraid of being lost. Im afraid of the day I just cant take it anymore,

125 Name: Alternative : 2012-12-28 23:07 ID:WsawF/xj [Del]

I'm afraid of not being able to show people who I really am.
I'm afraid of just being 'normal'.
I fear that one day all of my mistakes will catch up with me.
I'm worried that I will never find someone who understands me.

126 Name: Hitomi Tsukimi !pouHfNIzKo : 2012-12-29 21:13 ID:W0oBC5aT [Del]

I'm nervous/shy about having my 1st kiss. I go red and bury my face in my boyfriend's shoulder/chest when the subject comes up O///O

127 Name: musiclover : 2012-12-29 22:38 ID:Fk1MlIxU [Del]

im worried about my older sister cause every 2 or even 3 months she would have a different boyfriend and in the end she ends up getting her heart broken and it makes me sad but mostly i worry about every person i know if they have problems

128 Name: seven : 2012-12-30 02:10 ID:rb7EHdIe [Del]

Im afraid I wont be able to protect my little brother.
Im afraid of being lost and alone.
I fear the day my grandfather dies.
Im afraid that when my friends need me, Ill be useless even if its their darkest hour.

129 Name: Mr.Nishka : 2012-12-30 11:24 ID:WYUdW3AF [Del]

Afraid of being left alone, forgotten.
Afraid of myself, my own selfdestructive thoughts and what would happen if others found out about them.

130 Name: Hikari : 2012-12-30 12:39 ID:+RWQydkO [Del]

I'm afraid of addiction.
my parents got real messed up in alchohal
and i think to myself that if i even try
that could happen to me.

131 Name: plum pit : 2012-12-31 01:34 ID:Va70Cva/ [Del]

being alone
being to weak when i need to be strong
being unable to care for my younger sister
beimg unneeded
spiders

132 Name: Crisis !JjfHYEcdHQ : 2012-12-31 02:03 ID:TU1bldLs [Del]

Becoming a writer and not making enough income off of it.

133 Name: Akira : 2012-12-31 02:28 ID:eN2XQxdA [Del]

Becoming a mangakka...

134 Name: Italy ~ : 2012-12-31 03:25 ID:6mYTu8/r [Del]

Living Alone
Not Being Able To Reach My Goals
Becoming My Mother
Being Unable To Be There For My Loved Ones
Becoming Fat

135 Name: Luka : 2012-12-31 03:29 ID:wQRgBbwL [Del]

i scared of dark and alone

136 Name: Magnolia!2ipznOcc5g : 2012-12-31 04:39 ID:ZY9N057R [Del]

What to do with my life.
Damn life decisions.
Becoming my version of successful.

137 Name: Rinna : 2012-12-31 08:31 ID:KyWmlY62 [Del]

Not reaching my goals
Failing
Being alone
Some love one dies(My uncle and gramps from my mom side died;~;)

138 Name: Mimori : 2012-12-31 10:50 ID:TFqaQMJC [Del]

Not reaching goals
Life Decisions
Being Alone
bad temper
school
relationship

139 Name: Saraeeena : 2012-12-31 11:41 ID:bCGhfRv9 [Del]

I am actually terrified of being raped....

140 Name: Magnolia!2ipznOcc5g : 2012-12-31 11:43 ID:ZY9N057R [Del]

>>139 u say that like everyone else isn't terrified at thought of being raped..

141 Name: !WABCAFs6Hg : 2013-01-01 12:02 ID:nkGq+63/ [Del]

I'm afraid that i'll be abandoned, left out, forgotten
Afraid that i'll lose the real me inside. That if my friends really knew what was inside my head they'd leave me. I'm afraid of the future and what will happen after I graduate. I'm afraid of what will happen if the madness inside of me is suppressed any longer. That when i'm needed the most I'll fail miserably.
I'm afraid of being looked at as someone to pity. The darkness and the monsters that hide in the shadows of the unknown,and i'm
afraid of being left in a dark room filled with dolls.
I'm afraid of becoming an adult.

142 Name: Circinus : 2013-01-01 14:07 ID:NJ1KTaNq [Del]

I've gone to a tiny private school with the same people for nearly my entire life. I've made some really amazing friends, and although everyone might not alway get along, we truly are like a family. I'm afraid that when we graduate and go our separate ways, our paths will never meet again. I guess I'm really just afraid of losing the ones I love.

143 Name: blake nagasaki : 2013-01-02 11:46 ID:glHlLLWk [Del]

im afraid of doing something and fuck up.........and the punishment is the death of someone i hold dear......it already happened once.....

144 Name: Hana : 2013-01-02 13:52 ID:GDrN3NEY [Del]

I'm afraid my life will continue like it has been. I what something interesting to happen. Something exciting pumped full of adrenaline. Everyday is the same. Go there, come here. An endless loop of boring. I don't have the power to escape the cycle...so my dream is for someone or something to pull me out of it. I dream to be like an anime or manga character. The stories displayed there are the only things keeping me going. But it keeps feeling temporary. I want something real to happen.

145 Name: Nothing564 : 2013-01-03 17:59 ID:3u4AFh18 [Del]

I'm afraid marry with someone and pass all my life fighting for no reason...or make someone sad for any reason><

146 Name: Luna : 2013-01-03 18:32 ID:DSnWlw7a [Del]

I am afraid of larva's. They're just to creepy.

147 Name: Kalos : 2013-01-03 19:05 ID:yrbWqokq [Del]

I have multiple fears like everyone else. I'm afraid that when my time in this world is over, the world will be the same as it is now. I worry about my friends, and what I can do to be there for them. Most of all I'm afraid of being burden to everybody.

148 Name: Roy Devon : 2013-01-04 11:48 ID:SmUG4vLy [Del]

I'm afraid of people, but because I'm so afraid of people, I love them...
I guess I'm afraid of myself in a sense.
(I kinda feel a bit better)