Alright, Dollars, a litte bit of advice please.

I had a girlfriend once, but things ended poorly. None of my friends or family liked her, and I ended up being a major ass. Recently, though, I've started... missing her... alot. If you guys have any insight as to what I could say, how I could apologize to her, just to let her know that I am sorry. I can't find the words.

I can't imagine getting her back, nor would that be nealthy for her. I really was an ass. Just, I want to let her know that I'm sorry.

Tell her "sorry I was an ass". Mission accomplished.

I try that, and it turns out like crap.

Try until you're satisfied, but stop if you see she seriously doesn't want you near you. Try to give her some time as well. But if you were too mean, there might be no help...Unless you're prepared to spending a long time trying to show her you're trustworthy. And even then everything might not turn out how you'd like it. Try apologizing again as well. Be serious, Try to show her somehow that you really mean it. If you don't mind being embarrased go to your knees. It might not work, but if you're prepared to do that, she MIGHT reconsider it.

Just tell her everything. Everything you felt and still feel. The way you think you acted, and the way that she and the incident has influenced, don't hold anything back. Just tell her everything. Then, it is up to her to decide what to think and do. If she doesn't take you back or does something stupid, then that's her choice, as long as you get everything off your chest and are entirely truthful, then there's nothing more you can do. Whatever happens, it'll turn out for the better in the end i'm sure. Just don't lose hope and keep your chin up. Try it, just telling her everything should make you feel better. Hope that helps <3