I finally get to be with the one guy I've been dreaming about for forever. Seriously, when we got together I was pretty much the happiest motherfucker on this planet.

But school's about to start. and he's so. far away. at another school and another group of friends and everything. And it's so obvious that this was just a summer thing. I. We will probably end this mutually because it's just too hard.

But. Wow. Breaking up with someone is really hard to do. Especially when the person is so special and unique. and just. so different. And you know the chance of someone like that liking you back is so, so, so slim.

Fuck. I really hate being young where every relationship can't be a "serious" one because of one reason or another. If only we had met at a different time at a different place. Maybe we could've lasted then. And I wouldn't have to deal with all of this.
It's just so.
There's just always that. one person. if the circumstances were just a little different. you would steal the world for.
But it was never meant to last.
Fuck fuck fuck.

I don't understand your concern. You say that 'it can't be serious'. Why the hell not? Even though you can't be together (yet), you can still keep in touch until you can. Different circumstances wouldn't have changed anything. If you're really serious about this guy of yours, and he is about you, then it's worth the wait until you grow up and are able to see each other. I don't see a problem. In the meantime, contact him via pc, phone,...

And a word of advice for anyone else: Don't try to start a serious relationship as long as you're at school. They usually don't work out. Wait until you're older, or at least able to stand alone and take care of yourself. This is only advice though, it's your life, do what you want with it.

>>1 i know where your coming from but you know "teenage romance never lasts" it's horrible but it's the truth but >>2 is right stay in touch don't just give up on it