I really don't know how long this post will be but f*** it...
I really do love my boyfriend. and he loves me. cool story right? I'm a jealous type. up until the point where I regret a lot and each time I had been forgiven and I figuratively beat myself up and tear myself out for even thinking that he could be into other girls.
recently, everything was starting to come together perfectly. I think I'm finally getting over my problem and he has been really sweet to me. he made me blush heavily and I told him that I love him and vice versa.
the next day, I tried to text him a quick "hi" and he just didn't answer after he made that little annoyed emoticon and hasn't texted me back. I thought that maybe it was late night or like some kind of joke and thought "I'll try again when he comes on again."
yesterday, I was still a little worried about him and he came online. I said hi again and that's when he told me to leave him alone and to play my games with someone else and that he's done.
I was so...shocked and bewildered that I couldn't even cry. he would never be that upset with me without letting me know why he's upset. he did tell me truths in the past and I trusted that he'd tell me anything that's on his mind.
now I'm just...scared. my thoughts now are that maybe someone he trusts said something awful about me and made him believe it, or I got hacked and that person picked a fight with him or maybe someone hacked him to say those nasty things or anything! ...maybe he just got tired of dealing with me.
I haven't the faintest idea what to do. he won't answer me and there's no other way of contacting him. my sisters both suggested they contact him. maybe they'd have a better chance of getting a reply than I did. I couldn't let them do it. I'd feel more like a coward than I ever was.
then today I got sick. never felt so numb in my life and I felt so tired that it's exhausting to move or cry. my sister (who's kind of a doctor) said that it's supposed to happen either from a change in lifestyle or if I'm under heavy stress. hell...the second cause seems most reasonable...

I'm scared, confused, exhausted, and my heart is slowly breaking. what am I going to do now? he's the only one that really saw right through me besides my mom.

He's probably busy or is having a bad time at the moment. Either that or you did something to piss him off. Try to think about how you've acted recently. If you're the jealous type, did you accuse him of anything or say anything to a friend of his that could have been taken the wrong way (or was intended to be taken badly) that he could just be finding out about now?

You can't really be affected by how he acts through texts or facebook, though. There's no reason to worry until you talk to him offline. If he's being weird at that time, then yeah, there's an issue. But over the internet? No. You can't base the situation or how he's feeling on what he's said in wriing.

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I don't even know. he really wouldn't speak to me at all. and I didn't even do anything to get him that upset. infidelity is out of the question because I only got eyes for him. I can tell him anything now so I don't talk to anyone else about any jealousy or anything bad coz of a reason. it was just...so sudden that he would just not want anything to do with me right now. I decided to give him some space and all and try again when he wants to talk to me again.

That's good. It's important to give a guy space. The last thing any guy or girl wants is someone clinging to them and making them spend every minute of their lives for them. Sometimes, you just want to do things you want to do, and your partner begging you to talk to them or play with them can get really annoying.

yeah I figured. I don't care how long I'll have to keep guessing on what he's so upset about, just so long as he's in a better mood when he tells me I hope.

If I were you, I'd ask him whats wrong and to open his mind for you. Humans can't read peoples mind, sometimes, people seems to take it for granted though that their reasons for their actions is visible for everyone, or just their boyfriend/girlfriend, friends etc.
If he doesn't contact you, tell him how you feel without trying to apply pressure to him.
He should speak what's on his mind, he is quite upset if he believes that something justifes his actions without even talking about it.
If he loves you he should be able to understand this.
Btw, I'm a guy who isn't attractive but I believe that your girlfriend is jealus is actully cute. It implies that you really need him. Depending on the degree of course, he might se it as a burden and feelings pressure from dealing with it. Stay calm for a while before making a move.
I hope my thoughts helped you someway.
Cheer up, It should work out for you two! :)

i was i the same thing with my sister so i told here "hey if he is mad about something and you don't know then try to meet him somewhere and ask him" she was scared to do it so i went with here and the way he was treating her i finally found out that he was a jerk and he doesn't get a girl that loves him with all his heart and he does the opposite, for your safety just leave him and forget him he doesn't deserve a girl like you, you are one of a kind. :)