>>12 You obviously value them both as friends, and highly value them at that. In my personal opinion, friendship is the better(and more important) choice rather than a relationship and a boyfriend because in the end even a girlfriend/boyfriend is a friend so rather than lose one and keep the other, why not keep both. And maybe later the choice will be clearer but for now, I would leave it alone. With that said, I think I'll leave you to make the decision, it's yours after all, not mine.
>>14 Well yeah but relationships, love, like, those are all terms that are defined differently by everyone. True, the internet isn't the best place for this kind of advice but it would be the same as going to a bunch of people in the outside world because you're getting different perspectives in the end to add to your own.