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Nervous and Longing (33)

1 Name: Vix : 2012-05-14 20:37 ID:OLNKZvJk [Del]

Hello dollars!

So... I'm going to go ahead and start this off like any other post in this section: There's this girl. She's beautiful, funny, shy, and very in to me. As I am to her. This is great right? We both like eachother. But here's the problem... I'm a girl. And while I go to a public school where almost every other girl is in a lesbian/bisexual relationship, she goes to a catholic private school. Her mother dislikes me and doesn't trust me, and she is very protective of her daughter's reputation although she does know that she is interested in me and also would like to come out a little more to her friends at her school. But she's been bullied all her life for being more girl-liking than the rest of the girls in her grade, so her self-confidence is low. I am happy to say that I help with that, I always make her smile and feel better about herself, and she's stated that she's more comfortable when I'm around. I call her 'Little Bird' because she's so tiny compared to the rest of the world, but all she wants to do is open up her mouth and sing. And when she does, she sings loudly and beautifully. I want her to sing, I really do. But with the conflicts of her mother, her self-confidence, the environment she's in... I worry for her. And I worry for us.

I get out of school the day before her school does. I get out on the 24th while she gets out on the 25th. My plan is to buy a rose, take my friend's car (he's allowing me to borrow it for the occasion) and drive to her school, leaving the rose in the car. With help from my other friend, I've figured out where she leaves the school ground and I plan to wait for her and when we meet, ask her out. She hasn't seen me in a very long time save FB because I've been grounded from poor grades. After that, I plan on having my first date with her, drive down town (I live in a small, quaint town, so it's safe and very romantic) where we'd walk around and just talk.

It's my first homosexual relationship. And I'm really nervous I'll mess it up. Can you help me form my plan? Any ideas? Any flaws that may occur and any way to fix those flaws? Help Dollars! She's my little bird.

Sincerely,

~Vixen

2 Name: AnubisTheMuse : 2012-05-14 20:43 ID:f3tRgicf [Del]

I kinda like your plan. Kudos to you for being brave enough to try it. I hope it goes well.

3 Name: Feral : 2012-05-14 21:21 ID:NCK4ER2C [Del]

I agree with >>2. What you have lined up sounds like it could work (you know, not too over the top but still out of the ordinary enough to be romantic). And I really hope you two have an amazing time together, she sounds like a wonderful girl.

Good luck, Vix.

4 Name: Vix : 2012-05-14 21:29 ID:OLNKZvJk [Del]

Thanks >>2 and >>3! I'm really nervous about it haha. Hopefully it will all go according to plan.

5 Name: Zero : 2012-05-15 10:39 ID:lDB/9Wiv [Del]

Sounds nice. Who cares if her mother doesn't like the relationship? If you two love each other, ignore her. Besides the idea is a good one.

Hope you and your Little Bird have a good time Vix.

6 Name: berry : 2012-05-15 12:49 ID:ueavjpeE [Del]

hope you get what you want.

7 Name: Azuren : 2012-05-15 17:52 ID:lvg+Ak7b [Del]

Hope it goes well! It's very brave and loving of you to do that for her.

Good luck and best wishes, Vix!

8 Name: Shikkit !0UZD1OR/j. : 2012-05-15 18:44 ID:fi6EFM1I [Del]

Romeo and Juliet never had it easy either, but that didn't stop them!
Go for it!

P.s Just don't be like Romeo and Juliet and do something stupid like play dead, and commit suicide. And instead, never give up until it works! True love conquers all! MAUHAHAHA

9 Name: BarabiSama!!C8QPa1Mt : 2012-05-15 19:02 ID:hTJVzC9V [Del]

>>8 Romeo and Juliet were both immature, hormonal dumbfucks acting out of turn. OP, please don't take after their example.

10 Name: Shikkit !0UZD1OR/j. : 2012-05-15 19:07 ID:fi6EFM1I [Del]

>>9 Bahaha! They were weren't they? Exactly why I brought them up though.

11 Name: Palmtop Kitten : 2012-05-15 21:07 ID:J82At3Gf [Del]

Awwww thats so CUTE ^^ I'm like gushing right now XD I love romantic stories like this one!!

Ok well anyway back on topic

If your this dedicated to her then you don't have anything to worry about ^^ just have fun! Good Luck, though ut doesn't seem like you really need it, hope everything works out for you ^^

12 Name: Chrome !CgbeICNblQ : 2012-05-15 21:16 ID:52MEdxC1 [Del]

>>9 This. This so hard.

13 Name: Kumi : 2012-05-16 02:35 ID:AQcWxYq9 [Del]

Awww.... This really is a romantic story! I wish you the best of luck! Well, here's my take. You deeply care about eachother, so that's what should matter. It may be best to wait until she's done with school to make anything too public. Sure go on your dates and stuff, but you may want to be discreet. And then, after she's finishes school, I would work on talking to her mother. Just be upfront and honest! Tell her how much you care about her, and that your intentions are good! And that no matter what you intend to be apart of her daughters life. Also, does her mother knows she's a lesbian? That might help smooth over the process. I know my plan is oh so very flawed, but throwing all your cards on the table is the only method I'm used to.

14 Name: PainKiller : 2012-05-16 05:35 ID:F1DGIQeM [Del]

As a man who's seen and experienced the hardships you and this girl are undergoing, despite my love for women and not men, I say go for it. It's about time someone gets her out of the harsh conditions of her current life. You've clearly said it yourself, she needs you. Why not assist her in having a good life?
Go for it.

15 Name: Live 2 Die : 2012-05-16 11:15 ID:FdPSkZ8B [Del]

Whoa...I like your plan! Genius! I wish I had thought of something like that when I was trying to get a date. Good luck, vix.

16 Name: Vix : 2012-05-18 22:38 ID:SwgvQMwN [Del]

Thank you so much everyone!!! Really!! You're really boosting me forward with this!!

Unfortunately, plans have changed. Since I'm grounded (and have been since February for very poor grades), my mother is reluctant to allow me out to socialize at all, including with my little bird. However, I have very exciting news!

Tomorrow I plan to go to the library (I was able to talk my mother into giving me three hours of freedom) with my best friend, Meghan (she introduced us and also is my biggest brah) and my birdy.

Something that I may want to add in is that I'm an artist. I live and breath art. So, since Hannah always anxiously is looking at my sketchbook, I drew (with all my concentration) probably the best self portrait I've ever done of myself holding a sign reading "Will You Go Out With Me, Hannah Heighes?". While I am very proud of the drawing which I will be posting once I get home (babysitting right now...), I'm even more excited to see the look on my little bird's face when she is flipping through my sketchbook and finds on the last drawn page my self portrait asking her out.

This is the plan! And I think it's a little more ethical than the previous one seeing as I'd have to organize so many different rides to and from the destination. Now the only fault with this one is the awkward silence after haha. Wish me luck!! :)

17 Name: Caro-chan99 : 2012-05-19 07:50 ID:T8w0dsWV [Del]

I wish it works fine for you two! :D good luck!!

18 Name: Lemon : 2012-05-19 12:15 ID:67mU+cwR [Del]

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY

19 Name: SaintJashin : 2012-05-19 12:24 ID:i4yKECjL [Del]

Lemon you so anoying, love is love.

20 Name: SaintJashin : 2012-05-19 12:24 ID:i4yKECjL [Del]

Lemon you so anoying, love is love.

21 Name: Lemon : 2012-05-19 12:41 ID:67mU+cwR [Del]

IDIOT. YOU POSTED THE SAME THING TWICE
OH, AND BY THE WAY...
FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAG GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

22 Name: SaintJashin : 2012-05-19 12:43 ID:i4yKECjL [Del]

you have done the same on my post if you do not recall. hypocrit.

23 Name: Lemon : 2012-05-19 12:47 ID:67mU+cwR [Del]

BUT IT WASNT EXACTLY THE SAME RETARD.

24 Name: SaintJashin : 2012-05-19 12:47 ID:i4yKECjL [Del]

yes it was would you like to see? any way if you want to talk to me and not bother someones post then go to the chat room.

25 Name: SaintJashin : 2012-05-19 12:49 ID:i4yKECjL [Del]

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26 Name: SaintJashin : 2012-05-19 12:49 ID:i4yKECjL [Del]

on my thread 5 and 6 are the same

27 Name: Lemon : 2012-05-19 12:50 ID:67mU+cwR [Del]

NAH ITS COOL, I'LL STAY HERE

28 Name: SaintJashin : 2012-05-19 12:52 ID:i4yKECjL [Del]

alright then be a nusence if you want. just know i dont care if you mind or not, but you are hurting people with your word and you probly are realy a good person out side of the computer if not i still hope the best for you. i hope you can be a better person. Bye im going to do smething productive with my life now.

29 Name: Ollo : 2012-05-19 16:38 ID:6s7sNeGk [Del]

Awww this is too sweet ^.^
Good luck Vix!

30 Name: Vix : 2012-05-19 19:24 ID:OLNKZvJk [Del]

I did it!! I asked her out today, and at first I was concerned cause she began crying, but then she clenched me in a hug and started laughing and smiling and blushing and it really warmed my heart. It's sadly not fb official because her mother still doesn't completely approve of the relationship yet and she doesn't want her to find out until she's able to tell her. But besides that, my birdy and I are now a coupl!! Thanks everyone for all the kind comments!! They meant a lot to me!! :)

And as far as the unkind comments go, first of all, it's dissapointing to see these kind of people in the Dollars, and second of all, I find it quite amusing that your name is Lemon.

31 Name: shadowhide : 2012-05-19 21:05 ID:IsdMom8k [Del]

>>30 good job i hope you are happy together :)

32 Name: Caro-chan99 : 2012-05-19 21:29 ID:T8w0dsWV [Del]

Congrats!! :D i wish
Happiness for you both :D

33 Name: King Dude !zXqFpoplY6 : 2012-05-20 04:07 ID:v3MRZRtB [Del]

>>30 ...She started crying? I'd say that puts up a red flag.