Ok, so I don't even know if this deserves it's own thread or not, but right now I honestly really don't care. I just really need to fucking rant. (Also, there will be much cursing. You have been warned.) I feel like fucking shit mann. Everything seems to be fucking up. Everyone seems to be leaving me. I have like 20 fucking things going on in my life right and I'm not even sure what's the worst of them. Like, I'm sorry I'm not even giving any details or anything, but it't like, idk. I don't want to tell you my life story I just want to rant and somewhat express how I feel right now. Or something. But yeah. My best friend/potential boyfriend is gone, there's TONS of family problems, I have VERY few friends and even the ones I do have are more like acquaintances, I don't trust anyone, I don't trust me, I hate all the shit that goes on in my head every fucking night (well, forget every night. Every second of every day, it just gets worse at night), I hate wtf this is doing to me. I never used to fucking cry. I think I held it in too many years and it got to me or something because everything's just overflowing now and there's not shit I can do about it. All I can say is that I'm scared about what's fucking next. I want to see, but I kind of don't. idk... Ok....I'm done I guess....I know I suck at ranting and that probably made like, no sense, but yeah....
It doesn't. We have a rage thread for rants and such, for future reference.
Anyway, about your post. Best solution? Leave it all behind, and start anew. Keep in touch with family, but get the fuck out of there. Move to another area, and create a new social life and career.
If you're still a minor, then you're only fucked till you turn 18.
But the healthiest thing for you would be a complete change of your surroundings.
3 Name: rolling girl : 2012-04-23 18:10 ID:57J2zI9M [Del]
