Recently things have piled on and it's become very stressful. To be honest I don't know what to do. With all these things coming at me I find it hard to actually do anything right.
I'm set up against school, college prep, relationships, job applications, money problems, and much more. I have no idea what to do and I'm down on my knees begging for some answers.
But I guess your wondering why I'm posting this and some-what bitching about my problems?
I was wondering what should I focus on. I need a job, but I need to go to a good college and pay for it through scholarships, but my parents are nagging and never let me have anytime to myself (same goes for relatives), and my friends help me aleviate some stress but they get me off of my tasks which are at hand...
I honestly have thought about offing myself but I realize how troublesome that would be to those left with my body.
So I still stuck at this massive wall. Granted it might be the same/worse for some people...maybe I'm just a weak person?
Anyway if there is anyone willing to point me in a direction to focus on that would be much appreciated.

-A fellow Dollar:
Tatsuo

I think the main problamo is money. You need it to pay for the scholarships and such so I'd say look for a job or other source of income, maybe some sort of thing from the government. But yea, I'd say aim for money at the moment. Having recentally gotten a job myself I can say you get the added benifit of not seeing your parents as much. Obviously this is just one opinion but I was in similar circumstances and so far its played out well for me. I'm not sure if there's other circumstances that may make this inconvieniant for you though so go with it as you think, your priorities are whats important at the end of the day I guess.

Hey just take a breath and think about it all. see about laying off the unimportant things for later and put more room for the rest.

thanks for the opinion >>2
and thanks for advice >>3
If anyone has anything else to say that would be greatly appreciated.

I agree with >>3

To find peace and balance isn't an easy task though, the first is to center your priorities. As you know, money is of the utmost importance in nowadays society, so the first priority would be to focus on earning it. If you need a job to pay your things, get it, if you can ask your parents if they can help you with it, completely or partially, try it without hesitation. As for relationships, friends understand when one needs to focus on one thing. It won't last forever, so, if they are good friends, they will wait for you to have a balanced schedule once again. Although, you should not discard them every now and then, as much as we may be busy in our lives, we can always get some time to go and hang out with them. To enter half an hour online in any IM or chatroom. Or, for those who don't have that many friends, or simply are more introverted, to find time for oneself, even if it's to do absolutely nothing.

In the end, you choose how to live your life, try not to regret any decisions, and correct the mistakes that you may have done/been doing. Or not! That's the wonderful thing of choices.

Good luck.