1 Name: KeiKei~Chan : 2012-03-30 21:18 ID:MpEXAxs6 [Del]
Ok so my german teacher made me go to the guidance office bcause it was the Monday after my uncles funeral and I started crying in class. the main counselor helped me out a lot that day.
I was so hesitant to go to the guidance office for help. People started really urging me to go and a week and day after I was forced to go down by said german teacher. I went to the counselor. He had me sign up and all and the intern got involved too.
Well I had regular appointments mostly because of my family problems. Well then the main counselor had to go for some sort of surgery so it was just me and the intern for a couple weeks.
I found out something called transference is happening. That's when reliance you should have on your parents transfers to a counselor of sorts and can turn into a stronger feeling. In my case, like most, it was love.
I must admit I always thought he was good looking but I never thought I would like him. He knows more about my life than anybody does...making things more awkward feeling for me. He doesn't know of course. He knows I like someone but I tricked him into thinking its someone from NYC.
I keep trying to get over this, considering it a stage. But the more I try the stronger my 'love' becomes. I will admit I thought sexually about him, but long after I fell for him. And if anybody finds out things will be even worse especially cuz he's dating is gunna be my music teacher next year and I feel so horrible!!!
And someone makes it worse by making comments about how it will NEVER work. I KNOW it won't but she keeps pointing it out and I never felt this bad, guilty, and depressed before!!!!!!!!!!
2 Name: SUZAKI : 2012-03-30 21:29 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
wait, just how is that guy?
3 Name: KeiKei~Chan : 2012-03-30 21:32 ID:MpEXAxs6 [Del]
do you mean how old? 25 maybe 26? I know it's like a nine or ten yr age difference but I've tried not to like him this way
4 Name: SUZAKI : 2012-03-30 21:37 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
im just saying....hormones?
5 Name: KeiKei~Chan : 2012-03-30 21:40 ID:MpEXAxs6 [Del]
maybe...I really hope that's all it is...but I still don't know what to do about it...
6 Name: HOUROICHI : 2012-03-30 21:44 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
did you tell any of your friends?
7 Name: SUZAKI : 2012-03-30 21:44 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
whoa, houroichi, when the hell did you get on?
8 Name: HOUROICHI : 2012-03-30 21:45 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
shut up, suz-chan, and Kei-san, would you like to cont in a chatroom?
9 Name: rolling girl : 2012-03-30 21:48 ID:57J2zI9M [Del]
That's actually pretty normal.
I'm assuming that you're around 16 or something (idk), and going by that, it's very normal.At that age, your hormones are crazy, and, you're probably at a stage where you want a more mature boyfriend, who will listen to you as well, since you're having problems in your life. This being said, your counselor (or intern, whatever) fits into this perfectly.
Mostly, my advice is not to worry, its just a stage.
10 Name: KeiKei~Chan : 2012-03-30 21:51 ID:MpEXAxs6 [Del]
Ok thanks...you see...this is the one problem I CAN'T talk to him about because it has to do with him..but what rolling girl said sounds very accurate
And yeah 2 friends know. one thinks its funny and the other makes it worse :/
11 Name: SUZAKI : 2012-03-30 21:55 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
what houroichi said, chatroom?
12 Name: HOUROICHI : 2012-03-30 21:55 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
dont you have HW to do, suz-chan?
13 Name: KeiKei~Chan : 2012-03-30 21:56 ID:MpEXAxs6 [Del]
chat room? sure
14 Name: SUZAKI : 2012-03-30 21:56 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
fine, houroichi....
15 Name: HOUROICHI : 2012-03-30 21:56 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
what should we name it?
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17 Name: KeiKei~Chan : 2012-03-30 21:58 ID:MpEXAxs6 [Del]
idk....
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19 Name: HOUROICHI : 2012-03-30 22:02 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
SURE!
20 Name: HOUROICHI : 2012-03-30 22:02 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
how about....CUPCAKE?
21 Name: KeiKei~Chan : 2012-03-30 22:03 ID:MpEXAxs6 [Del]
ok cool!
22 Name: HOUROICHI : 2012-03-30 22:03 ID:7+dFFuH+ [Del]
GO ON IT!!
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24 Name: KeiKei~Chan : 2012-03-30 22:05 ID:MpEXAxs6 [Del]
just found it!
