I've always been a nobody...people think I'm useless.I didn't have anybody there for me.My dad was in jail for like 7 years,all siblings beat the crap out of me for no reason,i get mad at for watching anime when it's the only thing in life that helps me.I've been bullied for four years I've been sick of a lot of things that i attempted to kill myself a couple of time's.I've had a lot of things happen to me in the past that I don't want to back to...Can anyone help me get through my pain and sadness?

I sometimes feel like a nobody as well. I mainly feel that way at school which is when I don't wanna feel that way. Yet when I'm home there are times where I'd rather be nobody that way I don't have to deal with some of the issues I have. I've also attempted to kill myself before. I was even bullied during my elementary school years and a little bit in middle school. But I guess there is somebody in your life who views you as a somebody. My closest friend is the one that's there to remind that there are people who care. It might not be right now but I'm sure you'll meet someone who cares. I hope you can get through your pain and sadness.

Thanks Loliprincess I appreciate it hearing it makes me happy but sometimes i doubt myself.People don't notice that I exist they don't see the things I can do.

You know if there's something you're good at try showing it to other people. For instance if you go to school and there's a talent show then you should attempt to enter. Or if you're good at writing or making videos then you can show off that talent on the internet. If people don't notice the things you do then let it be known that you exist. Hopefully you're not like me where I'm afraid to let others know how I feel or that I'm even here. I know this does sound a bit hypocritical but all I can say is that I believe you have a better chance at being a somebody than I ever will.

Alright. Here's some pretty blunt advice: MAKE YOURSELF A SOMEBODY. Find something you like to do, and become the best at it. Then, use that skill to create a name for yourself. Bullies can suck it, you're better than them. Just stand up, and become whatever the Hell you want to be. Don't stop until you've succeeded.

That's right be bold,stand up! I'll be honest I've been and seen what your going through I did the same and asked people online for some advice and they asked me" If you had the chance to change something in your life would you do it? If yes then try it! Be the change!"

:) Thanks! I feel much better now that I know there's people so nice just like you guys supporting people who are having a tuff time.For sure Monday morning I'll try something! Thank you so much!:D

good luck!

feel better about who you are reach out to others you are never a nobody

like what most of the other people said. find something you like and follow it. ignore the peoples who are mean to you they can suck it. i don't think we're here for no reason. sorry for sounding all religious like but i think it's true. but what do i know? my mom is a therapist so I'm just taking what she would say

many bad things happen in life, but all in all your important for just being alive. Many people who would have gone through that would have ended themselves but you didn't your stronger than those people that are rude, they are self absorbent you are a warrior. Hell work yourself up for a great future and when you look back you can tell them they can go F themselves.

i was gonna run away from home but i will miss my parents. i have kind of the same problem but i am the older siblingd and i beat down on my younger brother because of problems with my friends. when i get in troublr i often use the excuse that my little brother was bothering me without noticing that my friends are the problems. maybe ur older siblings are having trouble with friends or watever and they need help like me. u shoiuld try to talk with them and maybe they wont be so mean.

u should also show people that u r not usless and can do great things. u should stop hanging with those people for a while and have fun with someone else or on ur own. if it hurts to be lonely act like you dont care and then they will realise u dont need them to do everything and will stop taking you for granted.

Listen, I was just like you. I was completely invisible. My "friends" would boss me around and take advantage of because I got good grades in school (they would cheat off my homework). I even missed the chance to skip a grade (I had a 4.0 and found school very easy) because I never made myself noticeable to my school administration.

But then, one day, I had a MAJOR epiphany. And I changed my attitude towards life and I became much wiser in my decisions.

Look, life is complicated, but it doesn't have to be. There will be times when you are alone, and times when you are abundant with friends. But if you feel like you are in dark place, you need to get out. Make a change. No one can tell you how, you have to discover it on your own and you'll know once you do.

For me personally, whenever I'm in a bad state of mind and life is crumbling, I like to look towards the future. Because I know that in the future, things will get better; but you need to understand that it won't permanently get better. There will always be low times in our life, but sometimes just knowing that for a moment things will be easier and happier, it makes it that much more important to fight for it and make it last as long as possible.

So fight for it!

I hope this helped ^.^

You feel powerless it seems. Here's what I think; you should tell your siblings what it's like when they beat you, im sure they will care and you can figure it out with them from there. As for the bullies, just ask tell take. "Ask" them to leave you alone, "tell" them to leave you alone and if still nothing "take" action; but never start fights (or your as bad as them) only finish the fight if you know what I mean. It doesn't matter if you win or loose (though wining would be better for you) as long and you show them that your not one to take shit form others you got a good chance to get though guys to leave you alone (you get in trouble yes but tell your parents or guardian that you were raised better than to be a bullies punching bag).
Also dude, don't kill yourself it's fucking stupid. You have to just deal with the shit life gives you (everyone does). But you will prove it to yourself that you are not week enough to give in, you are a strong human being with an undefeated will. Become that kind of man, prove to the world, most of all prove to yourself that you have the lions heart.
If you really are as weak as you said. It's still not to late to obtain your strength. Work on it, never give up NEVER! I can promise you happiness if you can do this.

Amazing...I am amazed by all of you guy's comments.Thanks you so much I feel a lot better thanks.Hopefully all of you guys feel better too.The things you sed mean a lot to me I'll try my best.
:)

I have been a nobody for about a deckaid and I'm 12

If you really feel bad, it's good to talk to us but you should talk to a professional too.

I'm a stupid guy so I'll say stupid things that share the same ideas with others here : "MAKE YOUR SELF A SOMEBODY" and work your ass off doing it.
Here's a thing that may help, being hated or loved is good because it means that you stood up for something. What I fear the most is indifference and may be that's your case too : inaction => indifference.
So be active, find the energy for that in what makes you feel happy and then CHANGE !

don't worry miss loveless~ we're here for you! whenever you need us, just post and we'll be here for you~
no matter what, just remember, everything gets better eventually and don't focus on the past. the past is dead and doesn't mean anything. look forward to the future and what you can make of it. show your true colors, make yourself know if you want to. together, we are not weak. we will not fall. ~ ♥

:)Reading all of the comments made me smile instantly and keep me smiling.I'll try my best and keep on trying your words are really really surpportive to me so much that I feel like I'm about to cry THANK YOU!!! ♥

Hey don't feel to bad. Your in the dollar. Around 111000 people. I would say your not a nobody at all. At least your not a nobody to us

Loveless, my friend, I believe two emotionally driven anime series have the exact advice I'd give you XD

"Someone will help you shoulder the burden." - Ms. Saya, Black★Rock Shooter (TV)
"Just go find more fun and happy things. It's not so hard." -Tomoya Okazaki, Clannad.

Coming from a similar place before, what I did was go and make more friends that were interested in the same things I was. They convinced me to go to my first anime convention, which dramatically changed my opinion of the world, leading me to finally agree with the words "The world isn't as bad as you think". As for people being irritated by your anime watching, tell them that if they'll abandon *Insert person's favorite thing(s) here*, you'll think about abandoning anime. Bullies tend to leave people in large groups alone unless their numbers are larger, so the friends thing will fix that. Basically, just go find things that will make you happy and push your way past the pathetic attempts the world will make to stop you. No one deserves to suffer, but those determined will find happiness after suffering. Should all else fail, you'll always have us, right?