>>25 thank you for the suggestions.
At this time, I'm probably not going to fix anything solely because the story was very personal to me and I want those feelings to last forever not be rewritten (because you really can't rewrite feelings). As you can see in
>>24 the story was a recount of my whole day. Those feelings were raw and every single thing I said in there is how my mind was interpreting things. I wrote this for someone (and that would be my Noah in the story) and in hopes that they'll read it, I want them to see my raw emotion. I want this person to interpret for themselves how I feel.
In regards to your suggestions:
My lack of imagery is apparent, but I also think it's just become a part of my writing style. I do understand that it's needed, but I want to be an emotional writer. A part of me thinks I've been heavily influenced by films where the director doesn't need to use so much imagery that the audience still gets the reaction the director needed. Of course, I feel like to make it more universal, there needed to be some sort of way for me to make this so everyone reading felt like the girl (because I'm sure everyone's had this kind of feeling of confusion about what someone said). If I had used imagery, it would have really taken away from what I was trying to convey and that was emotion. Of course, I don't think I completely lacked imagery in this story either. In fact, I was trying my best to use as much of it as possible, because I didn't want to be so open about what I was saying (as you can see in the story, I'm not a very straightforward girl).
For example: "How did the clouds move you ask? They moved as fast as my mind. They crashed one after the other into each other like the million thoughts trying to be processed in my brain." I thought this was great imagery, because people could visualize the clouds doing this at the same time as imagining the mind doing this.
It made me laugh a bit when you said "They bedevilled me in my waking hours, and became the nightmares of my slumber." Well, I do get where you're going, but I also don't write like that. There's going to be a very rare chance of me ever using the word bedevilled in any of my literary works.
The description of the rain is always going to be as it is. Again, very personal. I actually experienced this. All of this happened to me and the sky did not look dreary to me (because even though the sky is gray, I live in California and if you ever live in a place where it's always sunny, the rain is sometimes such a great thing. We love it here, but I didn't really want to talk about my location. I don't care much about location of this story. Of course, I was hoping that by saying, "It was such a sudden change. It was the best sudden change I could ask for; nothing and everything could ruin this day" that the reader could tell rain was not a common thing here.)
Although, I do really like your suggestions, it doesn't feel like who I am creatively. All suggestions are appreciated though and are good at helping me. Perhaps after I'm done with my next two projects (and I'll be posting something very soon, hopefully, hopefully. I'm going to miss my deadlines and I don't really care anymore.) So if you read the next one, I hope you like it (it's very long though. 42 pages and I still have to edit 8 more pages which means changes are happening to the length of the story as well. I hope you're up to it, but no need to worry, it'll be divided into sections.)
>>26 If you made it this far, well, that was open for interpretation, that's why I never made what he said very clear. What do you think one member of a relationship could tell the other (esp. a girl, keep in mind, that it's me, so yes, some guy told me something that affected me enough to write a story about it) to make them question themselves? What could someone say to me that would have pertained to my body, mind, and heart? Why am I not being straightforward about it (other than the fact that I'm not a very straightforward person)? Those are all questions to keep in mind. You can leave a reply. I'd love to hear what you think his words were. XD