The name is Nicholai Sanity. N. Sanity for short. In a word, I am insane. I hear voices, talk to myself, think about killing ALL THE FUCKING TIME. It's unreal. Truly. I wish it could stop but at the same time this feeling is so good. So euphoric. I am here to stay, Dollars.

In time, I hope to be your new leader. A ruler. This group needs a firm hand. Mine.

HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA! Sorry, got a little carried away.

That's, uh... Preeetttyyyy edgy there, pal. Just a little.

uuuuhhhhh...... you want a chill pill buddy?

everyone hears voices it is a natural thing that happens to everyone
thought it's usually just their name

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Bro, just trust me.
The whole euphoric fedoracore edelord BS will only lead to an assload of damage control later in life and probably a shitload of burnt bridges you didn't want burnt.

As someone who's gone that route and fucked up quite badly, just stop it.
Killing ain't cool or glorious.
Drinking just leads to liver problems (and most alcohol tastes like shit)
Hearing voices can get you locked up wether you hear them or not.
It can also get basic rights confiscated.