Everything seems so fake. I can't figure out why. My mom, her laugh is forced, she tries to treat me like I'm a child again because that's what she wants. My dad is anti social and mean at times. Occasionally I'll smile, but most of the time its not real. I have a bed thats pretty high up. With one little roll I could just go. But I don't Thats when I was introduced to the Dollars. I just started talking to people, and it all seemed better. Who knows, maybe one day I'll go back to being normal with my parents?
I love Durarara and Izaya.

sounds rough dude just try and brave each day and be sure that you think "It can be worse," even if it seams really bad. also be sure to talk to people you know like friends and family they are worried about you, some times doing that will help solve any problems.