>>1 Welcome, Akuma. Please keep in mind that not everyone here likes anime, and of those that do, not all of them care to talk about it at length when on different subjects. We aren't a fansite, and people don't come here to fangirl/fanboy - although, we do have an anime and manga board if you feel inclined to do so anyway.
>>3 I'm very sorry to hear that. There's an encouragement/expression thread on the Random board somewhere if you ever feel like discussing your problem. We're here to help, after all.
Make sure to read the FAQ and description thread on main, you two. Hope you enjoy yourselves here!