Far be it from me to dissuade you from entering a contest you're likely ill-prepared for, but there is a term psychologists use to describe your sort of character, Yoshimori.
Egocentrism.
I linked it directly to the part of the article I want you to read, for your convenience. If it doesn't link properly I meant the "In adolescence" section.
I bring this up because so many people have been flaming you on this site. And that's a sad thing - people are being mean, and unfair, and not seeing things the way you do. They should be supportive and unwaveringly kind towards you and everything you do!
..Or at least, that's what you wanted me to say, isn't it?
Maybe there's a reason people have such disdain for you and your antics? Maybe there's truth behind their words, that you are ill-prepared to become a famous mangaka, and even for an
amateur you're far from being anything more than a fanboy with nice paper? Maybe their advice was sound in some form, and you are going about it the wrong way, and maybe some people are actually trying to give you friendly, if callous, pushes in the right direction?
Or maybe we're all dumb and don't understand you and ughhhh everyone is so meen 2 u
Which do you think is more likely though: that the community is filled with anime-hating bastards, or that it has at least a handful of sensible people shaking their heads at your plight? There comes a time to seriously consider when you may very well be in the wrong.
I post this reply at risk of bumping the thread above two other threads, so I apologize for that.
